Wednesday, December 17, 2008

reality vs dreams

i had a dream about the boys last night.  it wasn't particularly a good dream-they were here in america but were in an orphanage that looked good but that i knew wasn't good.  but i was with them just the same and when i woke up i missed them SO much.  reality here distracts me so that each day is easier, but then something like a dream happens and it reminds me how much i miss them.....its so hard.

1 comment:

Carrie said...

I totally have dreams like that. I now actually get profoundly sad in my dream because I know I'm dreaming and it isn't real--adding to the sadness once I do wake up.