Wednesday, December 17, 2008
reality vs dreams
i had a dream about the boys last night. it wasn't particularly a good dream-they were here in america but were in an orphanage that looked good but that i knew wasn't good. but i was with them just the same and when i woke up i missed them SO much. reality here distracts me so that each day is easier, but then something like a dream happens and it reminds me how much i miss them.....its so hard.